Judge me not.

People look old so that’s why they think your young.
http://hubpages.com/hub/17tp8kz0hvij8Judgemental_People
Just be happy. Who cares about them?


trust me.

Montage Luncheon

So today at lunch, my family and I ate at Montage because my mom had a 125 dollar gift card that she got from her work as a Christmas Present. It was a really nice gift! We got to eat at a “six star” hotel and we loved the view of the ocean. I loved the food there as well. I had calamari seafood appitizer and my parents had cheeseburger and fries or salad. My mom had salad. It was fun!

Get paid for blogging? Oh really? Cool!

Note to self: Seek it later.

http://www.blogger.com/rearrange?blogID=8713289250575471373&action=editWidget&widgetType=AdSense&sectionId=main

Some hope for my conditon (if I do have it!).

this makes me want to be a doctor.

NEW GENE IN LABRATS FOR HEART FAILURE.

http://www.scienceblog.com/community/older/2003/B/20037166.html




by the way, listen to this!

Add: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=on7k_Wc3dX8

I HOPE I STILL HAVE A CHANCE AT LIFE

Signs and Symptoms of Heart Failure

If you haven't been diagnosed, here's an interactive way to learn the signs and symptoms. Take a second to find the symptoms.


Once a person has been diagnosed with heart failure, it's important for them to keep track of symptoms and report any sudden changes to their physician. This table lists the most common signs and symptoms, explains why they occur and describes how to recognize them.

Sign or Symptom	Why It Happens	People with Heart Failure May Experience...
Shortness of breath (also called dyspnea)	Blood "backs up" in the pulmonary veins (the vessels that return blood from the lungs to the heart) because the heart can't keep up with the supply. This causes fluid to leak into the lungs.	. . . breathlessness during activity (most commonly), at rest, or while sleeping, which may come on suddenly and wake them up. They often have difficulty breathing while lying flat and may need to prop up the upper body and head on two pillows. They often complain of waking up tired or feeling anxious and restless.
Persistent coughing or wheezing	Fluid builds up in the lungs (see above).	. . . coughing that produces white or pink blood-tinged mucus.
Buildup of excess fluid in body tissues (edema)	As blood flow out of the heart slows, blood returning to the heart through the veins backs up, causing fluid to build up in the tissues. The kidneys are less able to dispose of sodium and water, also causing fluid retention in the tissues.	. . . swelling in the feet, ankles, legs or abdomen or weight gain. They may find that their shoes feel tight.
Tiredness, fatigue	The heart can't pump enough blood to meet the needs of body tissues. The body diverts blood away from less vital organs, particularly muscles in the limbs, and sends it to the heart and brain.	. . . a tired feeling all the time and difficulty with everyday activities, such as shopping, climbing stairs, carrying groceries or walking.
Lack of appetite, nausea	The digestive system receives less blood, causing problems with digestion.	. . . a feeling of being full or sick to their stomach.
Confusion, impaired thinking	Changing levels of certain substances in the blood, such as sodium, can cause confusion.	. . . memory loss and feelings of disorientation. A caregiver or relative may notice this first.
Increased heart rate	To "make up for" the loss in pumping capacity, the heart beats faster.	. . . heart palpitations, which feel like the heart is racing or throbbing.

This content is reviewed regularly. Last updated 12/06/07.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7Iiz1g1WLk

Listen to the song above. it will help you understand me better. I love myself, but now it's too late.

I'm too young! I'm only 24/25!

I’m lucky to be alive.

That’s all I’m gonna say. From now on, no MORE ROP class! I hate the people there. So immature, and if I’m shy, why try to change me?! Huh?! They are just bitches.